Nostromo: A Tale of the Seaboard
He approached then, and, looking through the window into the bedroom for fear of being detected by Linda returning there for some reason, he said, moving only his lips:
"You love me?"
"More than my life." She went on with her embroidery under his contemplating gaze, and continued to speak, looking at her work, " Or I could not live. I could not, Giovanni. For this life is like death. Oh, Giovanni, I shall perish if you do not take me away."
He smiled carelessly. "I will come to the window when it's dark," he said.
"No, don't, Giovanni. Not to-night. Linda and father have been talking together for a long time today."
"What about?"
"Ramirez, I fancy I heard. I do not know. I am afraid. I am always afraid. It is like dying a thousand times a day, Your love is to me like your treasure to you. It is there, but I can never get enough of it."
He looked at her very still. She was beautiful. His desire had grown within him. He had two masters now. Hut she was incapable of sustained emotion. n what she said, but she slept placidly at night. When she saw him she flamed up always. Then only an increased taciturnity marked the change in her. She was afraid of betraying herself. She pain, of bodily harm, of sharp words, of facing anger, and witnessing pain. For her soul was light and tender with a pagan sincerity in its impulses. She murmured:
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