B.C. 45, ÆT. 61 which is characteristic of and peculiar to yourself. My desire is not to worry you, if I cannot give you pleasure, by a display of earnestness on my part: what I desire is to prevent you from abiding by your present purpose. At present these two opposite desires do somewhat puzzle me—I should wish you either in regard to the latter of them to yield to my advice, or in regard to the former not to feel any annoyance with me. Good-bye.
DLXXXV (A XII, 42, §§ 1-3)
TO ATTICUS (AT ROME OR A SUBURBAN VILLA)
Astura (10 May)
I never desired you to have a regular day for writing: for
I understood the state of things you mention,[1] and yet I
suspected or rather was quite aware that there was nothing
for you to tell me. On the 10th of the month, indeed, I
think you must be out of town and quite see that you have
no news to give. However, I shall continue sending you a
letter nearly every day. For I prefer writing for nothing to
your not having a carrier at hand to whom to give a letter, if
anything does turn up which you think I ought to know.
Accordingly, I have received on the 10th your letter with its
dearth of news. For what was there for you to send? To
me however that was not unpleasing, whatever it contained,
even if I learnt nothing else but that you had nothing to
tell me. Yet, after all, you did say something—about
Clodia. Where then is she, and when does she arrive? I
like her property so much, that I put it next to Otho's above
all others. But I don't think that she will sell, for she
likes it and is rich: and as for that other, you are quite
aware of the difficulty. But pray let us exert ourselves to
hit upon some way of obtaining what I desire. I think
- ↑ Of Atticus being very busy. See p. 242.
