always sent him to a pitch of frenzy to see it like that. He kept perfectly still.
Cold, without any betrayal of feeling, she turned and left the shed. He worked on, with all his nerves jangled. Then he had to put down his tools and go into the house.
In a bitter tone of anger and contempt he told his wife. Ursula was present. There was a brief altercation, closed by Mrs. Brangwen's saying, in a tone of biting superiority and indifference.
"Let her find out what it's like. She'll soon have had enough."
The matter was left there. But Ursula considered herself free to act. For some days she made no move. She was reluctant to take the cruel step of finding work, for she shrank with extreme sensitiveness and shyness from new contact, new situations. Then at length a sort of doggedness drove her. Her soul was full of bitterness.
She went to the Free Library in Ilkeston, copied out addresses from the Schoolmistress, and wrote for application forms. After two days she rose early to meet the postman. As she expected, there were three long envelopes.
Her heart beat painfully as she went up with them to her bedroom. Her fingers trembled, she could hardly force herself to look at the long, official forms she had to fill in. The whole thing was so cruel, so impersonal. Yet it must be done.
"Name (surname first): . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ."
In a trembling hand she wrote, Brangwen,—Ursula."
"Age and date of birth: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ."
After a long time considering, she filled in that line.
"Qualifications, with date of Examination: . . . . . . . . . . . ."
With a little pride she wrote:
"London Matriculation Examination."
"Previous experience and where obtained: . . . . . . . . . . . ."
Her heart sank as she wrote:
"None."
Still there was much to answer. It took her two hours to fill in the three forms. Then she had to copy her testimonials from her head-mistress and from the clergyman.
At last, however, it was finished. She had sealed the three long envelopes. In the afternoon she went down to Ilkeston to post them. She said nothing of it all to her parents. As she stamped her long letters and put them into the box at
