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LIFE

CXVII

I HAVE a king who does not speak;So, wondering, thro’ the hours meekI trudge the day away,—Half glad when it is night and sleep,If, haply, thro’ a dream to peepIn parlors shut by day.
And if I do, when morning comes,It is as if a hundred drumsDid round my pillow roll,And shouts fill all my childish sky,And bells keep saying “victory”From steeples in my soul!
And if I don’t, the little BirdWithin the Orchard is not heard,And I omit to pray,“Father, thy will be done” to-day,For my will goes the other way,And it were perjury!


CXVIII

IT dropped so low in my regardI heard it hit the ground,And go to pieces on the stonesAt bottom of my mind;

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