4640258Poems — DetachedRebecca Queen Jordan
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Time's luscious fruits have riped o'erlateFor my heart to appreciate,And things I once craved, hungrily,Have tasteless since, become to me.Tasteless, not bitter,—glad am I,My heart, unfretted by delaySees others' ever close supply,Nor mourns its own void Yesterday.
I craved, so much, the boon of friends—For just one heart to understand;But now, when one his own extends,He clasps, perhaps, a stronger hand.I asked in vain one sip of wine—Unmixed—from Youth's capacious cup;Ungiven then, should I repine,Who drink the cellared stores of Hope?
Unenvyingly, today, I lookOn others surfeited with joys,With heart a-smile, as one forsookOf all—save that which never cloys!I see friends lovingly entwineEach other's hearts, confidingly;—Desire stirs not this heart of mine,—God's peace is closer still, to me.
'Tis not that I have callous grown,But only that,—so long denied,—With things I ne'er could call my ownMy longings are unoccupied.Unparched by Life's fierce fev'rishness;Undazed by its delirium;My heart regards with restfulness,The present; past and the to come.
Denial's hands have made the roomFor richer blessings else unsent,Amid the which, in Autumn bloom,The fadeless flower of Content.Yet as I watch the falling years—Like leaves from unresisting tree—I do rejoice, as Heaven nears,God holds that—through the night—for me!