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MY CONFESSION
gave me a direct answer and only confirmed my despair and showed me that what I had arrived at was not the fruit of my aberration, of a morbid condition of my mind; on the contrary, it only confirmed me in my belief that my thoughts were correct and that I agreed with the deductions of the most powerful minds of humanity.
There is no cause for self-deception. Everything is vanity. Happy is he who is not born,—death is better than life: it is necessary to free oneself from it.
