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MY SECRET LIFE

MY SECRET.LIFE

which seemed like a horrible dream, said, “certainly not”, and asked if it was possible. She told me it was, but was “villaine”, and the matter was never again referred to.

With much fucking I got done up, and one night could get no cock-stand. She asked me if I had ever played at minette. I did not know what it meant. She told me it was having my prick sucked. I told her no. I have already narrated my licking the slightly haired cunt of young Martha, and how when doing so, she having my prick in her hand close to her mouth, and was playing with it, when scarce thinking of conse- quences, “Kiss it”, I said, “put it in your mouth"; and that the young girl randy with my licking, put it to her mouth or tongue, and that I immediately shot out my spunk without meaning it. That remained in my recollection as a nasty subject. The big-cunted wom- an also sucked me against my will. So when Camille suggested it I refused. There was another French wom- an with her; they were both naked on the bed, and I had been fumbling both, and baudily amusing myself, with no cock-stiff or fucking desire about me. After a while I laid down on the bed with them, the other French woman told me, that some men never did anything else, and that she would like doing it to me. She had found out I was pretty liberal, and I dare say counted on my being so now, if I could get by her a new sensation; but I declined. The two women were laying in the reverse direction to me on the bed, so that I could see and play with both their cunts, a favor- ite posture with me then. After extolling the sensation of minette, she without my consent turned over me, and geting me between her knees back up, and so that

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