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look, here are ferns growing-edible roots.

[Eats a little.]
'Twould be fitter food for an animal-
but the text says: Bridle the natural man!
Furthermore it is written: The proud shall be humbled,
and whoso abaseth himself, exalted.
[Uneasily.]
Exalted? Yes, that's what will happen with me;-
no other result can so much as be thought of.
Fate will assist me away from this place,
and arrange matters so that I get a fresh start.
This is only a trial; deliverance will follow,-
if only the Lord lets me keep my health.

[Dismisses his misgivings, lights a cigar, stretches himself, and gazes out over the desert.]

What an enormous, limitless waste!-
Far in the distance an ostrich is striding.-
What can one fancy was really God's
meaning in all of this voidness and deadness?
This desert, bereft of all sources of life;
this burnt-up cinder, that profits no one;
this patch of the world, that for ever lies fallow;
this corpse, that never, since earth's creation,
has brought its Maker so much as thanks,-
why was it created?-How spendthrift is Nature!-
Is that sea in the east there, that dazzling expanse
all gleaming? It can't be; 'tis but a mirage.
The sea's to the west; it lies piled up behind me,
dammed out from the desert by a sloping ridge.
[A thought flashes through his mind.]
Dammed out? Then I could-? The ridge is narrow.