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an onlooker only, in safety ensconced,-

see thinkers perish and martyrs bleed,
see empires founded and vanish away,-
see world-epochs grow from their trifling seeds;
in short, I will skim off the cream of history.-
I must try to get hold of a volume of Becker,
and travel as far as I can by chronology.-
It's true-my grounding's by no means thorough,
and history's wheels within wheels are deceptive;-
but pooh; the wilder the starting-point,
the result will oft be the more original.-
How exalting it is, now, to choose a goal,
and drive straight for it, like flint and steel!
[With quiet emotion.]
To break off all round one, on every side,
the bonds that bind one to home and friends,-
to blow into atoms one's hoarded wealth,-
to bid one's love and its joys good-night,-
all simply to find the arcana of truth,-
[Wiping a tear from his eye.]
that is the test of the true man of science!-
I feel myself happy beyond all measure.
Now I have fathomed my destiny's riddle.
Now 'tis but persevering through thick and thin!
It's excusable, sure, if I hold up my head,
and feel my worth, as the man, Peer Gynt,
also called Human-life's Emperor.-
I will own the sum-total of bygone days;
I'll nevermore tread in the paths of the living.
The present is not worth so much as a shoe-sole;
all faithless and marrowless the doings of men;
their soul has no wings and their deeds no weight;
[Shrugs his shoulders.]
and women,-ah, they are a worthless crew!
[Goes off.]

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