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I proceeded, owned myself sufficiently recompensed by her kind compassion for what I had undergone; and declared, that the future happiness of my life depended solely upon her. Sir, said she, I should be very ungrateful, if, after the signal protection you once afforded me, I could refuse to contribute towards your happiness in any reasonable way. Upon this I arose, assuring her, I would rather die than disobey her; and whatever restraint I put upon my inclinations, it was sacrificing them to her desire. She smiled with unspeakable sweetness, but reminded me of our being almost strangers to one another, and of the necessity there was for her knowing me better, before she could take any resolution in my favour. I gazed with unutterable fondness! I grew man with admiration! My condition is insupportable! cried I; I am distracted with passion! Why are you so exquisitely fair? Why are you so enchantingly good? Why has nature dignified you with charms so much above the standard of women? And wretch that I am how ares my unworthiness aspire to the enjoyment of such perfection! She was startled at my ravings, reasoned down my transport, and by her irresistible eloquence, soothed my soul into a state of tranquil felicity. She chid me for having omitted to inquire about her aunt. I professed my veneration for the good lady, and excused my omission, by imputing it to
