Index to Autobiography.
261
- Bowery, debut on, 66
- night on, 147
- Burglarized, 241
- Business success of author, 244
C
- Cannibalism, 171
- Career (open) ends, 231
- Cast out of a camp, 121
- Castration, 197
- appeal for at nineteen, 74
- by self meditated, 41
- effects of, 198 ff., 230
- Cause of inversion, 18
- Ceremony of adoration and of enslavement, 98
- Chance encounters with associates of other self, 162 ff.
- Child, hypochondriacal and weak, 31
- Childhood eccentricities, 37
- pastimes, 36, 37
- Childlikeness when adult, 14, 44, 119, 189, 248
- Chronic overwhelming fear, 146
- Coitus cum puella, 30, 236
- Coitus (fellatio) a panacea, 82
- effects of, 82, 90, 92 ff., 243
- Coitus, methods of, 89 ff.
- Conflict of my two lives, 129
- Conflicts of double life, 162
- Conversation, samples of, 64, 72, 122, 129, 134, 148, 165, 169, 181, 192, 211
- Convulsions in early childhood, 31
- Courtmartialled, 229
- Cured (practically), 235, 245
D
- Darkest New York, 154
- Debut as deliciæ militum, 111
- as high-class fairie, 122
- as low-class fairie, 142
- at Fort X, 191
- at Fort Y, 202
- in Fort Z company, 225
- in Fourteenth Street, 122
- in Stuyvesant Square, 130
- on Bowery, 66
- on Mulberry Street, 71
- Defecation, incontinence of, 158
- Depilation, 124
- Detective arrests, 130
- Divine ban on celibacy, 161
- Double-life disclosed, 139, 188
- reason for, 174
- Driven to a stripling, 195
E
- Eavesdroppers, 152, 168
- Eekhoud on inversion, 20
- Effects of fellatio on associates, 88, 89, 194
- Ejaculations in self, 39, 92, 95, 195, 196, 198
- Ellis’s theory of inversion, 21
- Encounters with acquaintances of one life while living out the other, 162 ff.
- Eradication of facial hair, 124, 202
- Erotic dreams, 46
- Ethics of inversion, 23, 45, 52, 56, 67, 81, 105 ff., 139, 142, 190, 194, 247
- Eunuchs by birth, in India, 69, 117, 155
- Europe, adventures in, 186 ff.
- Evening with a gang, 78
- Expelled from university, 140
F
- Fairie apprenticeship, 77 ff.
- by destiny, 29, 35, 45, 74, 76
- defined, 7
- in all communities, 33, 156
- other, 32, 33, 125, 155
- qualifications, 119, 120, 189, 209
- sobriquets, 155
- Faith-cure tried, 68
- Farewell to forts, 216
- Fourteenth Street, 134
