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AUNT IMOGEN


Had so conclusively made plain to him
The permanent profusion of a world
Where everybody might have everything
To do, and almost everything to eat,
That he was jubilantly satisfied
And all unthwarted by adversity.
Young George knew things. The world, he had found out,
Was a good place, and life was a good game
Particularly when Aunt Imogen
Was in it. And one day it came to pass
One rainy day when she was holding him
And rocking him that he, in his own right,
Took it upon himself to tell her so;
And something in his way of telling it
The language, or the tone, or something else-
Gripped like insidious-fingers on her throat,
And then went foraging as if to make
A plaything of her heart. Such undeserved
And unsophisticated confidence
Went mercilessly home; and had she sat
Before a looking-glass, the deeps of it
Could not have shown more clearly to her then
Than one thought-mirrored little glimpse had shown,
The pang that wrenched her face and filled her eyes
With anguish and intolerable mist.
The blow that she had vaguely thrust aside
Like fright so many times had found her now :
Clean-thrust and final it had come to her
From a child's lips at last, as it had come
Never before, and as it might be felt
Never again. Some grief, like some delight,
Stings hard but once : to custom after that
The rapture or the pain submits itself,
And we are wiser than we were before.

And Imogen was wiser; though at first

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