May grace be given that I may walk therein,
Not like the hireling, for his selfish gain,
With backward glances and reluctant tread,
Making a merit of his coward dread,
But, cheerful, in the light around me thrown,
Walking as one to pleasant service led;
Doing God’s will as if it were my own,
Yet trusting not in mine, but in His strength alone!
TRUST
The same old baffling questions! O my friend,
I cannot answer them. In vain I send
My soul into the dark, where never burn
The lamps of science, nor the natural light
Of Reason’s sun and stars! I cannot learn
Their great and solemn meanings, nor discern
The awful secrets of the eyes which turn
Evermore on us through the day and night
With silent challenge and a dumb demand,
Proffering the riddles of the dread unknown,
Like the calm Sphinxes, with their eyes of stone,
Questioning the centuries from their veils of sand!
I have no answer for myself or thee,
Save that I learned beside my mother’s knee;
“All is of God that is, and is to be;
And God is good.” Let this suffice us still,
Resting in childlike trust upon His will
Who moves to His great ends unthwarted by the ill.
TRINITAS
At morn I prayed, “I fain would see
How Three are One, and One is Three;
Read the dark riddle unto me.”
I wandered forth, the sun and air
I saw bestowed with equal care
On good and evil, foul and fair.
No partial favor dropped the rain;
Alike the righteous and profane
Rejoiced above their heading grain.
And my heart murmured, “Is it meet
That blindfold Nature thus should treat
With equal hand the tares and wheat?”
A presence melted through my mood,—
A warmth, a light, a sense of good,
Like sunshine through a winter wood.
I saw that presence, mailed complete
In her white innocence, pause to greet
A fallen sister of the street.
Upon her bosom snowy pure
The lost one clung, as if secure
From inward guilt or outward lure.
“Beware!” I said; “in this I see
No gain to her, but loss to thee:
Who touches pitch defiled must be.”
I passed the haunts of shame and sin,
And a voice whispered, “Who therein
Shall these lost souls to Heaven’s peace win?
“Who there shall hope and health dispense,
And lift the ladder up from thence
Whose rounds are prayers of penitence?”
I said, “No higher life they know;
These earth-worms love to have it so.
Who stoops to raise them sinks as low.”
That night with painful care I read
What Hippo’s saint and Calvin said;
The living seeking to the dead!
In vain I turned, in weary quest,
Old pages, where (God give them rest!)
The poor creed-mongers dreamed and guessed.
And still I prayed, “Lord, let me see
How Three are One, and One is Three;
Read the dark riddle unto me!”
Then something whispered, “Dost thou pray
For what thou hast? This very day
The Holy Three have crossed thy way.
