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respective diaries they brooded over it in terror and dismay.
"On his third birthday Ferdinando was taller than his mother and not more than a couple of inches short of his father’s height. 'To-day for the first time' wrote Sir Hercules, 'we discussed the situation. The hideous truth can be concealed no longer: Ferdinando is not one of us. On this, his third birthday, a day when we should have been rejoicing at the health, the strength, and beauty of our child, we wept together over the ruin of our happiness. God give us strength to bear this cross.'