"I may as well make a clean breast of it," he said. "I'm—I'm hard hit. I'm hard hit."
Murdoch flinched. He would rather not have heard the rest. He had had emotion enough during the last few days, and this was of a kind so novel that he was overwhelmed by it. But Haworth went on.
"It's a queer thing," he said. "I can't quite make it out. I—I feel as if I must talk—about it—and yet there's naught to say. I've seen a woman that's—that's taken hold on me."
He passed his hands across his lips, which were parched and stiff.
"You know the kind of a fellow I've been," he said. "I've known women enough, and too many; but there's never been one like this. There's always been plenty like the rest. I sat and stared at this one like a blockhead. She set me trembling. It came over me all at once. I don't know what Ffrench thought. I said to myself, 'Here's the first woman that ever held me back.' She's one of your high kind, that's hard to get nigh. She's got a way to set a man mad. She'll be hard to got at, by George!"
Murdoch felt his pulse start. The man's emotion had communicated itself to him, so far at least.
"I don't know much of women," he said. "I've not been thrown among them; I——"
"No," said Haworth roughly, "they're not in your line, lad. If they were, happen I shouldn't be so ready to speak out."
Then he began and told his story more minutely, relating how, as he drove to the Works, he had met the carriage, and Ffrench had caught sight of him and ordered the servant to stop; how he had presented his daughter, and