GAINS AND LOSES
have what she asks for, but not until the right time comes, so that she may be quite happy. If I do what she wants now, and then one day she sees that it would have been better for her not to have had her own way, she will cry and say, ‘If only God had not given me what I asked for! it is not so good as I expected!’ And while God is watching over you, and looking to see if you will trust Him and go on praying to Him every day, and turn to Him for everything you want, you run away and leave off saying your prayers, and forget all about Him. And when God no longer hears the voice of one He knew among those who pray to Him, He lets that person go his own way, that he may learn how foolish he is. And then this one gets into trouble, and cries, ‘Save me, God, for there is none other to help me,’ and God says, ‘Why did you go from Me; I could not help you when you ran away.’ And you would not like to grieve God, would you Heidi, when He only wants to be kind to you? So will you not go and ask Him to forgive you, and continue to pray and to trust Him, for you may be sure that He will make everything right and happy for you, and then you will be glad and lighthearted again.”
Heidi had perfect confidence in the grandmother, and every word she said sunk into her heart.
“I will go at once and ask God to forgive me, and I will never forget Him again,” she replied repentantly.
“That is right, dear child,” and anxious to cheer her. added, “Don’t be unhappy, for He will do everything you wish in good time.”
And Heidi ran away and prayed that she might always remember God, and that He would go on thinking about her.
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