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wrong, in supposing that I did not mention you with respect; though, without my being conscious of it, some sparks of resentment may have animated the gloom of despair—Yes; with less affection, I should have been more respectful. However the regard which I have for you, is so unequivocal to myself, I imagine that it must be sufficiently obvious to every body else. Besides, the only letter I intended for the public eye was to [1].
, and that I destroyed from delicacy before you saw them, because it was only written (of course warmly in your praise) to prevent any odium being thrown on youI am harrassed by your embarrassments, and shall certainly use all my
- ↑ This passage refers to letters written under a purpose of suicide, and not intended to be opened till after the catastrophe.
efforts,