“You see,” he said, “I want people to think we’re awful swells. So look ikey.”
“I’ll jowl your head,” she laughed.
“Strut!” he commanded. “Be a fantail pigeon.”
It took him an hour to get her through the street. She stood above Glory Hole, she stood before Stone Bow, she stood everywhere, and exclaimed.
A man came up, took off his hat, and bowed to her.
“Can I show you the town, madam?”
“No, thank you,” she answered. “I’ve got my son.”
Then Paul was cross with her for not answering with more dignity.
“You go away with you!” she exclaimed. “Ha! that’s the Jew’s House. Now, do you remember that lecture, Paul——?”
But she could scarcely climb the cathedral hill. He did not notice. Then suddenly he found her unable to speak. He took her into a little public-house, where she rested.
“It’s nothing,” she said. “My heart is only a bit old; one must expect it.”
He did not answer, but looked at her. Again his heart was crushed in a hot grip. He wanted to cry, he wanted to smash things in fury.
They set off again, pace by pace, so slowly. And every step seemed like a weight on his chest. He felt as if his heart would burst. At last they came to the top. She stood enchanted, looking at the castle gate, looking at the cathedral front. She had quite forgotten herself.
“Now this is better than I thought it could be!” she cried.
But he hated it. Everywhere he followed her, brooding. They sat together in the cathedral. They attended a little service in the choir. She was timid.
“I suppose it is open to anybody?” she asked him.
“Yes,” he replied. “Do you think they’d have the damned cheek to send us away.”
“Well, I’m sure,” she exclaimed, “they would if they heard your language.”
Her face seemed to shine again with joy and peace during the service. And all the time he was wanting to rage and smash things and cry.
Afterwards, when they were leaning over the wall, looking at the town below, he blurted suddenly:
“Why can’t a man have a young mother? What is she old for?”
