MAY] The Journal of Leo Tolstoi
world it reveals also to man the will of the Father in regard to the son. The will of the Father in regard to the son is that there should be manifested in this world that desire for the good which forms the essence of his life, so that man living in this world should wish the good to a greater and greater number of beings and con- sequently he should serve them as he serves his own good. (Confused.)
May 77, Y. P.
Again I am dissatisfied with what I wrote yes- terday and which seemed to me true and full. Last night and this morning I thought about the same thing. Here are the new things which have become clear to me :
1) That the desire for the good is not God, but only one of His manifestations, one of the sides from which we see God. God in me is manifested by the desire for the good;
2) That this God which is enclosed in man, begins to strive to free Himself in broadening and enlarging the being in whom He dwells ; then, see- ing the impassable limits of this being, He tries to free Himself by going outside of this being and embracing other beings;
3) That a reasoning being cannot find room for
