B.C. 46, ÆT. 60 and remember that I said so to you, that you will not be much longer in your distressing position. Having told you my opinion, I will shew what my wishes are in regard to you by deeds rather than by words. If I were as powerful as I ought to be in a Republic, to which my services have been such as you estimate them, you certainly would not have now been in your present disadvantageous position: for the same cause has ruined my influence which has brought your safety into danger. But nevertheless, whatever the shadow of my old position, whatever the remains of my popularity shall be able to effect, all my zeal, advice, efforts, and fidelity shall be ever at the service of your most excellent brothers. Be sure, on your part, to keep the brave spirit which you have always kept. First, for the reasons which I have mentioned: and, secondly, because your wishes and sentiments about the Republic have ever been such as not only to warrant a hope of prosperity now, but even, if everything goes wrong, to make it after all incumbent on you, from a consciousness of your actions and policy, to bear whatever happens with the greatest resolution and spirit.
CCCCLXXXVIII (F VI, 12)
TO T. AMPIUS BALBUS (RECALLED FROM EXILE)
Rome (September)
I congratulate you, my dear Balbus, and with sincerity.
Yet I am not so foolish as to wish you to indulge in a passing
and groundless exultation, and then to be suddenly
depressed and rendered so prostrate, that nothing could
afterwards raise your spirits or restore your equanimity. I
have pleaded your cause with greater openness than was
quite consistent with my present position. For the unfortunate
fact itself of my influence having been weakened
