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I Still Love Thee.
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ridge's genius in his early prime. As a man, Lessing had characteristics akin to some of the weak points of his "to be or not to be" biographer; he, too, formed magnificent projects, and sketched out many a fascinating but impracticable opus magnum; he, too, was fickle, and an incurable locomotive; he, too, was disastrously speculative—setting up, for instance, a printing office, suo periculo,[1] and of course speedily enjoying the excitement of a grand crash; he, too, became moody and hypochondriacal—a man of wasted hopes and shattered health. He was as fond as Coleridge of society, but of a more dissipated and bacchanalian kind. His list of friends included many a renowned name: Mendelssohn, the Jew, author of "Phædon," and presumed original of Nathan the Wise; Nicolai, now best known as the arch-Philistine; Sulzer, the aesthetic reviewer; Voss, the idyllic poet; Schmidt, a supposed aider and abettor in the Wolfenbüttel Fragments; Süssmilch (Phœbus, what a name!), the statist; Richier, the amanuensis of Voltaire at the court of Old Fritz; Kleist, said to be the prototype of Major Tellheim; Mylius and Ramler, young Jerusalem and Leisewitz, Eschenberg and Herder. Right pleasant had it been to meet all these worthies, at Coleridge's bidding, assembled around the arm-chair of such a præses as Gotthold Ephraim Lessing. But, alas! the biography is one of that formidable list of Coleridgean et cætera quæ desunt.



I STILL LOVE THEE.

BY J. E. CARPENTER.

I still love thee—I still love thee,
I heed not what they say,
Though others may have tempted me,
I must my heart obey;
They tell me, when they hear your name,
That it may never be;—
I only know that, praise or blame,
I still love thee!

When first I loved—I knew not then
Another claimed your heart,
And bitter was the feeling when
I found that we must part;
But though you never may be mine,
Speak kindly still to me,
And then my heart will ne'er repine—
I still love thee!

I still love thee—yet deem not now
That I your love would share,
Or bid thee break the plighted vow
To one, perchance, more fair;
I only ask you to retain
Some gentle thoughts of me,
For I can never love again
As I love thee!

  1. Bode had some share in the concern.