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seemed to them. Then they came upon a pause again.
"Ann," he whispered, and put an arm that quivered about her.
She was mute and unresisting, and, as he was to remember, solemn.
He turned her face towards him, and kissed her lips, and she kissed him back again—kisses frank and tender as a child's.
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It was curious that in the retrospect he did not find nearly the satisfaction in this infidelity he had imagined was there. It was no doubt desperately doggish, doggish to an almost Chitterlowesque degree, to recline on the beach at Littlestone with a "girl," to make love to her and to achieve the triumph of kissing her, when he was engaged to another "girl" at Folkestone, but somehow these two people were not "girls," they were Ann and Helen. Particularly Helen declined to be considered as a "girl." And there was something in Ann's quietly friendly eyes, in her frank smile, in the naïve pressure of her hand, there was something undefended and welcoming that imparted a flavour to the business upon which he had not counted. He had learned about women from her. That refrain ran through his mind and deflected his thoughts, but as a matter of fact he had learned about nothing but himself.
He wanted very much to see Ann some more and explain. He did not clearly know what it was he wanted to explain.
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