be vain. Let not my years be multiplied to increase my guilt; but as age advances, let me become more pure in my thoughts, more regular in my desires, and more obedient to thy laws. Let not the cares of the world distract me, nor the evils of age overwhelm me. But continue and increase thy loving kindness towards me; and when Thou shalt call me hence, receive me to everlasting happiness, for the sake of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
Good Friday.
April 9.
On this day I went twice to church, and Boswell was
with me. I had forborn to attend divine service for some
time in the winter, having a cough which would have
interrupted both my own attention and that of others;
and when the cough grew less troublesome I did not
regain the habit of going to church, though I did not
wholly omit it. I found the service not burdensome
nor tedious, though I could not hear the lessons. I
hope in time to take pleasure in publick worship.
On this whole day I took nothing of nourishment but one cup of tea without milk; but the fast was very inconvenient. Towards night I grew fretful and impatient, unable to fix my mind, or govern my thoughts; and felt a very uneasy sensation both in my stomach and head, compounded, as it seemed, of laxity and pains.
From this uneasiness, of which when I was not asleep I was sensible all night, I was relieved in the morning by drinking tea, and eating the soft part of a penny loaf.
This I have set down for future observation.
Saturday, April 10. I dined on cakes, and found myself filled and satisfied.
Saturday, 10. Having offered my prayers to God, I will now review the last year.
Of the spring and summer, I remember that I was able in those seasons to examine and improve my Dictionary, and was seldom withheld from the work but by my
