morning bed, my purpose is from Easter day to rise early, not later than eight.
11^o 15´. P. M. D. J.
Easter Eve, April 15, 1775.
I rose more early than is common, after a night disturbed
by flatulencies, though I had taken so little. I
prayed, but my mind was unsettled, and I did not fix
upon the book. After the bread and tea I trifled, and
about three ordered coffee and bunns for my dinner. I
find more faintness and uneasiness in fasting than I did
formerly.
While coffee was preparing, Collier came in, a man whom I had not seen for more than twenty years, but whom I consulted about Macky's books. We talked of old friends and past occurrences, and eat and drank together.
I then read a little in the Testament, and tried Fiddes's Body of Divinity, but did not settle.
I then went to evening prayer, and was tolerably composed. At my return I sat awhile, then retired, but found reading uneasy.
11 P. M.
These two days in which I fasted, I have not been sleepy,
though I rested ill.
Easter Day.
April 16, 1775.
Almighty God, heavenly Father, whose mercy is over all thy works, look with pity on my miseries and sins. Suffer me to commemorate, in thy presence, my redemption by thy Son Jesus Christ. Enable me so to repent of my mispent time, that I may pass the residue of my life in thy fear, and to thy glory. Relieve, O Lord, as seemeth best unto Thee, the infirmities of my body, and the perturbation of my mind. Fill my thoughts with awful love of thy goodness, with just fear of thine anger, and with humble confidence in thy mercy. Let me study thy
