In my return from church, I was accosted by Edwards,
an old fellow-collegian, who had not seen me since
1729. He knew me, and asked if I remembered one
Edwards; I did not at first recollect the name, but
gradually, as we walked along, recovered it, and told
him a conversation that had passed at an alehouse
between us. My purpose is to continue our acquaintance.
We sat till the time of worship in the afternoon, and then came again late, at the Psalms. Not easily, I think, hearing the sermon, or not being attentive, I fell asleep. When we came home we had tea, and I eat two bunns, being somewhat uneasy with fasting, and not being alone. If I had not been observed, I should probably have fasted.
Easter Day.
April 19, after 12 at night.
O Lord, have mercy upon me.
Yesterday (18) I rose late, having not slept ill. Having promised a dedication, I thought it necessary to write: but for some time neither wrote nor read. Langton came in and talked. After dinner I wrote. At tea Boswell came in. He staid till near twelve.
I purposed to have gone in the evening to church, but missed the hour.
Edwards observed how many we have outlived. I hope, yet hope, that my future life shall be better than my past.
From the year 1752, the year in which my poor dear Tetty died, upon whose soul may God have had mercy for the sake of Jesus Christ, I have received the sacrament every year at Easter. My purpose is to receive it now. O Lord God, for the sake of Jesus Christ, make it effectual to my salvation.
My purposes are,
To study divinity, particularly the evidences of Christianity.
