my perplexities, strengthen my purposes, and reform my doings. Let increase of years bring increase of faith, hope, and charity. Grant me diligence in whatever work thy providence shall appoint me. Take not from me thy Holy Spirit, but let me pass the remainder of the days which Thou shalt yet allow me, in thy fear and to thy glory; and when it shall be thy good pleasure to call me hence, grant me, O Lord, forgiveness of my sins, and receive me to everlasting happiness, for the sake of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
1781.
January 2.
I was yesterday hindered by my old disease of mind, and
therefore begin to-day.
January 1.
Having sat in my chamber till the year began, I used my
accommodation of the Morning Prayer to the beginning
of this year, and slept remarkably well, though I had
supped liberally. In the morning I went to church.
Then I wrote letters for Mrs. Desmoulins; then went
to Streatham, and had many stops. At night I took
wine, and did not sleep well.
January 2, 1781.
I rose according to my resolution, and am now to
begin another year; I hope with amendment of life.
I will not despair. Help me, help me, O my God. My
hope is,
To rise at eight, or sooner.
To read the Bible through this year, in some language.
To keep a journal.
To study religion.
To avoid idleness.
Almighty God, merciful Father, who hast granted me
such continuance of life, that I now see the beginning of
