enable me so to commemorate the death of my Saviour Jesus Christ, that I may be made partaker of his merits; and may finally, for his sake, obtain everlasting happiness. Amen.
Easter Sunday
1781.
I rose after eight, and breakfasted; then went early to
church, and before service read the prayer for the Church
Militant. I commended my [Greek: Th][1] friends, as I have formerly
done. I was one of the last that communicated.
When I came home I was hindered by visitants, but
found time to pray before dinner. God, send thy
blessing upon me.
Monday, April 16.
At night I had some mental vellications, or revulsions.
I prayed in my chamber with Frank, and read the first
Sunday in the Duty of Man, in which I had, till then,
only looked by compulsion or by chance.
This day I repeated my prayer, and hope to be heard.
I have, I thank God, received the Sacrament every year at Easter since the death of my poor dear Tetty. I once felt some temptation to omit it, but I was preserved from compliance. This was the thirtieth Easter.
June 22, 1781.
Almighty God, who art the giver of all good, enable me to remember with due thankfulness the comforts and advantages, which I have enjoyed by the friendship of Henry Thrale, for whom, so far as is lawful, I humbly implore thy mercy in his present state. O Lord, since Thou hast been pleased to call him from this world, look with mercy on those whom he has left; continue to succour me by such means as are best for me, and repay]
- ↑ Sic MS. [My deceased friends.
