ginning. It is a thing from the Original.
There is no ridding myself of it. There is no ridding myself of it. There is no ridding myself of it.
Oh, I am damned—damned!
There is not one soul in the world to feel for me and with me—not one out of all the millions. No one can understand—no one.
You are saying to yourself that I imagine this.
What right have you to say so? You don't know anything about me. I know all about me. I have studied all the elements and phases in my life for years and years. I do not imagine anything. I am even fool enough to shut my eyes to some things until, inevitably, I know I must meet them. I am racked with the passions of youth, and I am young in years. Beyond that I am mature—old. I am not a child in anything but my passions and my years. I feel and recognize everything
