thoroughly. I have not to imagine anything. My inner life is before my eyes.
There is something about me that no one can understand. Can there ever be any one to understand? Shall I not always walk my barren road alone?
This follows me incessantly. It is burning like a smouldering fire every hour of my life.
Oh, deep black Despair!
How I suffer, how I suffer—just in being alive.
I feel Infinite Grief.
Oh, Infinite Grief
