Oct. 3, —66. Of all this I have done nothing.
I returned from Streatham, Oct. 1 —66, having lived there more than three months.
1767.
January 1, Ima mane scripsi.
Almighty and most merciful Father, in whose hand are life and death, as Thou hast suffered me to see the beginning of another year, grant, I beseech Thee, that another year may not be lost in idleness, or squandered in unprofitable employment. Let not sin prevail on the remaining part of life, and take not from me thy Holy Spirit; but as every day brings me nearer to my end, let every day contribute to make my end holy and happy. Enable me, O Lord, to use all enjoyments with due temperance, preserve me from unseasonable and immoderate sleep, and enable me to run with diligence the race that is set before me, that, after the troubles of this life, I may obtain everlasting happiness, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
August 2, 1767.
I have been disturbed and unsettled for a long time, and
have been without resolution to apply to study or to business,
being hindered by sudden snatches.
I have for some days forborn wine and suppers. Abstinencies not easily practised in another's house; but I think it fit to try.
I was extremely perturbed in the night, but have had this day more ease than I expected. D. gr. Perhaps this may be such a sudden relief as I once once had by a good night's rest in Fetter lane.
The shortness of the time which the common order of nature allows me to expect, is very frequently upon my mind. God grant that it may profit me.
August 17, 1767.
From that time, by abstinence, I have had more
ease. I have read five books of Homer, and hope to
