end the sixth to-night. I have given Mrs. a guinea.
By abstinence from wine and suppers, I obtained sudden and great relief, and had freedom of mind restored to me, which I have wanted for all this year, without being able to find any means of obtaining it.
I am now about to receive, with my old friend Kitty Chambers, the sacrament, preparatory to her death. Grant, O God, that it may fit me. I purpose temperance for my resolution. O God, enable me to keep my purpose to thy glory.
5. 32. P. M.
I have communicated with Kitty, and kissed her. I was
for some time distracted, but at last more composed. I
commended my friends and Kitty. Lucy and I
were much affected. Kitty is, I think going to
heaven.
August 17, 1767.
O God, grant that I may practise such temperance in meat, drink, and sleep, and all bodily enjoyments, as may fit me for the duties to which Thou shall call me, and by thy blessing procure me freedom of thought and quietness of mind, that I may so serve Thee in this short and frail life, that I may be received by Thee at my death to everlasting happiness. Take not, O Lord, thy Holy Spirit from me; deliver me not up to vain fears; but have mercy on me, for the sake of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
O God, who desirest not the death, &c.
O Lord, grant us increase—
O God,—pardon and peace—
O God, who knowest our necessities—
Our Father—
Sunday, Oct. 18, 1767.
Yesterday, Oct. 17, at about ten in the morning, I
took leave for ever of my dear old friend Catherine
Chambers, who came to live with my mother about
