and maladies. Heal my body, strengthen my mind, compose my distraction, calm my inquietude, and relieve my terrours; that, if it please Thee, I may run the race that is set before me with peace, patience, constancy, and confidence. Grant this, O Lord, and take not from me thy Holy Spirit, but pardon and bless me, for the sake of Jesus Christ our Lord.
1769.
January 1.
I am now about to begin another year: how the last has
past, it would be in my state of weakness, perhaps not
prudent too solicitously to recollect. God will, I hope,
turn my sufferings to my benefit, forgive me whatever
I have done amiss, and having vouchsafed me great relief,
will, by degrees, heal and restore both my mind
and body; and permit me, when the last year of my
life shall come, to leave the world in holiness and tranquillity.
I am not yet in a state to form many resolutions; I purpose, and hope to rise early in the morning, at eight, and by degrees at six; eight being the latest hour to which bed-time can be properly extended; and six the earliest that the present system of life requires.
Almighty and most merciful Father, who hast continued my life from year to year, grant that by longer life I may become less desirous of sinful pleasures, and more careful of eternal happiness. As age comes upon me, let my mind be more withdrawn from vanity and folly, more enlightened with the knowledge of thy will, and more invigorated with resolution to obey it. O Lord, calm my thoughts, direct my desires, and fortify my purposes. If it shall please Thee, give quiet to my latter days, and so support me with thy grace, that I may die in thy favour, for the sake of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
Safely brought us to the beginning of this year, &c.
