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the hosts also be deceived? Why should they let thee go, why should they be hoodwinked, or why should they be removed far from their sun? If thou depart, our foes will become bold, will even themselves with us;[1] but this must not be, as sparrows cannot change to hawks."
728. The knight wept; with tears he spoke: "Must I strike a knife into my heart! O vizier, it is apparent in thee thou knowst not what love is, nor hast thou in others seen friendship or oath. Or if thou hast seen such, how canst thou prove that without him my joy is possible?
729. "The sun has turned.[2] I knew not what would make the sun turn. Now let us help him; it is better for us, in return he will warm our day. No one knows mine affairs like myself; what embitters me, what sweetens me. The discourse of idle[3] men greatly grieves a man.
730. "Of what profit can I be to the king or his hosts since I am mad now, (and) my tears flow unceasingly! It is better that I go away; I will not break my word; oaths prove a man. The griefs a man has not seen cannot be comprehended by him at all (?).
731. "Now, O vizier, how can thy cursed[4] heart be calm in this juncture! Iron in my place would become wax and not hard rock;[5] I cannot repay his tears, even if Gihon[6] flowed from mine eyes. Help me if thou wouldst desire help from me.
732. "If he give me not leave I shall steal away, unknown shall I depart from him; as it entreats me so shall I deliver my heart to be consumed by fire. I know he will do nothing to thee because of me, if he be not disposed to exile[7] thee. Promise me—whatever may happen to thee—'I shall sacrifice myself to be tortured!'"
733. The vizier said: "Thy fire consumes me also with fire.
- ↑ Perhaps in the sense of paying off old scores, but probably, "will be a match for us."
- ↑ ? at the solstice; an obscure passage, but the sun is evidently Tariel, who had passed the crisis of his grief.
- ↑ Tzudi, bad, idle, vain.
- ↑ Cruli, bound, accursed; 700.
- ↑ Tini, 404.
- ↑ Jeoni. Cf. 701.
- ↑ ? disgrace.
